Trying Times

Hi everyone

This is just a short entry as I have had such a crap week. It has been such a trying emotionally draining week. I guess is pushing me into a better place. I am not comfortable where I am and that is in all aspects of my life.

Good things this week. I was able to write for my friends magazine. I may get a regular slot but will see how that goes. Fingers crossed. I have perfected my eyeliner application using a flat angled brush.

I went severely overdrawn at the bank. I know for some £180 is nothing but it is a lot to me. Especially when you know what traps overdrafts can be. My bank charges £15 for the privilege of you using their money without permission and £20 per day that you remain overdrawn. So basically by the time you can pay back the bank you have nothing to live on. That is when they con you into those £12 per month accounts with xyz that you do not need.

Family life is tough. Fell out with the husband. I ain't apologising to him. I do not care. After all, how does asking a simple question turn into "you are trying to treat me like a kid". I beg, he must have some issues. Reminds me of my middle brother. He just could not take constructive criticism. You call yourself a man. Man up and grow up.

Because of all this atmosphere around me , I have become short tempered, on edge and really tense. I just need to feel loved right now. I just need a hug.