hormones and friends

I hate hormones. I know we need them but gosh. The simplest thing can trigger a waterfall and the most futile thing can get you clicking your fingers to and fro.

We all know that some good friends mean well but then you have those that show their true colours without realising it. but anyway i am rambling just because I can. My harmones are all over the place right now i actually snapped at my friends daughter i even snapped at the cleaner at work. I have already made a mental note to apologise to him. I already apologised to the child.

Deep breaths 1 2 3 ....... aah feeling better now just need some sustenance

where is the trust

Funny world. When you feel you are doing a friend a favour and tell stuff in confidence you may end up victim. to think i gave an opinion about someone and said to them what people thought. they threw that back in my face months later and now i am in the doghouse so to speak. I know now not to trust that one and hold them in contempt for life. Now i have to find a way to bring peace back into my home. Jesus can do wonders. Anyway I know i am babbling but i am off to pray. Jesus help me!! From now on i see nothing i hear nothing

nuff family to see

Well where do I begin. My family I love them to bits but, my elders can't be rude to me and then expect me to continue respecting them.

Anyway my cousin we used to live together during school days and bwoy I havent stopped at her house and I know she is bex with me. But that will soon change. I will make sure the next time I am in the city or rather back home I will make sure I stop at her yard. It will be a bashment weekend. As she loves to party.

love family which reminds me i need to start organising my birthday bash and my friend best have his birthday bash with mine.